I am terribly sorry for my lack of impressive postings! I have been on a roller coaster ride of major life decisions recently, and I have just finally come to a place where I can rest my head for a day or two and really6 understand what i am doing.

First off, I think it was a horrible idea to come to the University I am at right now. As a State University school, I thought that it was only natural that I, a community college SU alumni, should continue my pursuit for knowledge here. But attending a CC gave me a false sense of security in myself; I bit of WAY more than I could chew this semester, and realized that I needed to take a step back and re-evaluate my life:...

...When I first went to my beloved CC, I had one goal: to work at Disney. The End. That was all that I was focused on. MOstly, I wanted to work in the anuimation studios - the place wherte all the movie magic happens. But because my CC didn't have any animation courses, I majored in Studio Arts to give me an edge; I'd learn drawing, painting, digital art, sculpture, ect. I was pumped!...Two years later, I find myself lost, along with my dream. What happened to this wonderful adventure that I was BORN to explore? It had slipped away from me with the cares of the world. I made the decision last week to withdraw from classes here and go back to my CC and pursue a Paid Disney College Internship!

It took heart-ache, breakdowns, many tears, and screaming to make me realize that what I was doing was wrong; I gave up what I really wanted to make everyone else's life better. i am taking it upon myself now to do something good for me by going back to a college where I know people give a damn about my success and what I want out of life. I cannot wait for my first day of classes in the Spring, and I cannot wait to start a new and better life.

So, Walt Disney World...

...HERE I COME!